So it is about 11:30 at night and I have been up since before 6am. My baby is still sick with a stomach bug and throwing up everywhere. It has not been a fun 2 days. She has thrown up about 13 times in the past 48 hours.
I was so tired around 10pm that I put the baby up to bed (I tried around 8 but she just cried)and by the time I got done taking my contacts out she had thrown up in her crib. So back down the stairs we go and on the way to the living room what do I grab. Peanuts and M&M's of course. I wanted some Ruffles potato chips and ranch dip to go along with it but we don't have any (it's a good thing).
My baby wouldn't stop crying so I ate about 1/3 of a can of peanuts and probably 1/3 of a bag of M&M's. I swear the second I get stressed or tired I go for chocolate. I have been doing so good lately and then it seems like I can't control myself when I am this tired and the baby is crying. It is so hard when you don't know what to do to make your child feel better.
Luckily my binging was stopped when she threw up everywhere. At least it made her feel better. She drank a little water and then fell asleep on the floor as I was cleaning the mess up. My poor little baby. She is so pitiful.
I am definitely not looking forward to weigh in day on Thursday. I think I need one of those passes that they give out at weight watchers so that you don't have to weigh in one week if you don't want to. I am seriously scared to see the scale. I have eaten way more then I should have the past two days and I didn't get any exercise today and I probably won't get any tomorrow.
I definitely won't be going to the gym tomorrow. Did I tell you that she threw up all over the poor woman who was doing the child care. I felt so bad. It was pretty embarrassing. It is bad enough when your own child throws up on you I can't imagine how bad it must be when it is not your child. I'm so sorry Miss Barbie.
On top of all of that my car is in the shop and I just started a new antibiotic for another sinus infection. It feels like my house is infested with germs. I can't wait until tomorrow when it cools off a little and I can open the windows and air the house out and spray lots of Lysol.